Losing a good friend. Taps to Coobie.

[zilla68]

This. I came w/in simply having to pull the trigger. Glad I didn't and I will NEVER put myself in a situation in which I'm at the mercy or will of anyone.

sometimes it only takes one instance or event to put us in that position. the mind is an amazing thing. I have found it takes someone incredibly strong to keep the demons out of their head. I've been there, I think sometimes if i died i wouldn't have to worry about all the "stuff" i/we have to worry about.